THE RANDOMNESS OF A LIFE
September 24, 2022
I woke up from a nightmare last night. Didn’t get any sleep because of it.
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6:30 PM
I got my ass beat for some reason… don’t know why it happened. It just did. Picked a fight with a dude. He was a kick boxer cleanly beat my ass right then and there.
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12:00
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September 25, 2022
I think I’m being stalked by someone… I don’t know why someone would wanna stalk me though. I mean I’m not a very remarkable guy I haven’t done anything to anyone!
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7:00 PM
I went to sleep early after a long day. But when I woke up someone was standing over me… watching me. Is that the person that was stalking me? But before I could ask any questions they covered my mouth with tape and knocked me out.
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2:00 AM
I woke up after being knocked out a few hours ago. Everything was dark… so dark I couldn’t see anything… was this death? I wept and chuckled a little bit before going to sleep once again.
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September 26, 2022
I wondered… was in hell? All this random shit had been happening to me these past three days. I’m either in hell or just having a very bad dream. Today I’ve started hearing things which aren’t there and seeing things which aren’t there. I’m going insane I tell ya! Insane!
Date Unknown
I suddenly can’t remember what day it was yesterday or what the date is today. I think I’m losing my memory. I woke up this morning to brush my teeth but in the middle of it I forgot why I was even getting up. Do I have dementia or something?
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The hallucinations visual and auditoria got worse and so did my bad memory. This is a nightmare… a living nightmare for me. I stayed in my bed and cried myself to sleep.
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The Next Day
This time when I woke up… there was nothing. Absolutely nothing was there it was just blank absolutely blank. I stood there or was I standing? In fact I didn’t even feel anything like I didn’t have a body anymore. I tried to go to sleep but I had no eyes to shut. I couldn’t move, speak, or do anything but stand there and think in my mind without a body or brain. Every passing second felt like hours as the sounds of laughter reverberated in the empty space.
I don’t know how this thought journal of mine will get to anyone… but I guess this is how it all ends for me.
I’m scared… so scared. I don’t wanna go.
This is my goodbye I suppose.
goodbye.