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I Prayed, I decided today that i would simply pray long and hard tonight, I would ask the Lord for an answer to my question about the letter and i decided that i would not stop praying until God Almighty answered me. I once overheard one of the guards talking to her friend and she said,


"You now it's a good thing that 166 doesn't know about 343."
"You mean no one told the girl that we actually have God in containment"
"Yeah can you imagine what would happen if they met"
"Actually i would like to know why they haven't met yet. The girl was probably training to be a nun at that convent, she is a better Christian than anyone I've met"
"Actually Jane I'm Pretty sure she is a Catholic"
"Aren't they the same thing"


I stopped listening to them after that. I did nothing but pray for the rest of that day the next day i asked to meet with a priest but they told me no


But today I don't care. Yesterday was my Sixteenth Birthday and a letter appeared in my room. and it was from someone who claimed to be my Father.


All I want is an answer
"In You, O LORD, I take refuge; let me never be put to shame; save me by Your righteousness."
(I keep speaking the Psalms out loud but that's not what I'm saying in my head)
"Hear my prayer, O LORD, and give ear to my cry for help; do not be deaf to my weeping. For I am a foreigner dwelling with You, a sojourner like all my fathers."
(Please Lord tell me)
"In Your justice, rescue and deliver me; incline Your ear and save me."
(I have been a devout follower of the Catholic faith)
"For I have said, "Loving devotion is built up forever; in the heavens You establish Your faithfulness.""
(I have tried to follow every rule you set forth to the best of my abilities)
"May my plea come before You; rescue me according to Your promise." I remember that day
(I wish for you to answer my question, though I know I am but one of your many children and i am aware of the effect i have upon my Brothers)
"I say to the LORD, "You are my God." Hear, O LORD, my cry for help." in my closed eyes tears starting to form
(I have asked myself many times if it is the reason you would not answer my prayers, if what i must do to live goes against everything you taught us to do as your children. But Please I beg of you for an answer)
"I call upon You, O LORD; come quickly to me. Hear my voice when I call to You."
(I plead with you Lord I just want to know)
"Hear my prayer, O LORD, give ear to my supplications: in thy faithfulness answer me, and in thy righteousness."
(Is it true)
"And enter not into judgment with thy servant: for in thy sight shall no man living be justified." I remember watching in horror as a man killed Sister Mia just to get to me
(Am I Truly the child of another deity, is that why by simply being in my presence. That Men feel the compulsion to begin to break your sixth commandment, and to commit such a sin)
" In thee, O LORD, do I put my trust; let me never be ashamed: deliver me in thy righteousness." I remember the feeling of a sharp blade making a quick slice across my wrist
(I have always felt ashamed of this affect on me i have often wondered why you had made me this way. For I take no Pleasure in what I cause to happen to any of my Brothers around me)
"Deliver me in thy righteousness, and cause me to escape: incline thine ear unto me, and save me." I still have that scar I couldn't go through with it after the first cut
(So I only ask you Father is it the truth am I not one of your children am I the child of some false Goddess who attempted to to take away your children and force them to put them as a God before you, and to break your First Commandment)
"And now, O LORD God, the word that thou hast spoken concerning thy servant, and concerning his house, establish it for ever, and do as thou hast said." I can feel the tears uncontrollably flowing down my face through my quiet sobs
(Please tell me Lord why am I Like this? What transgression have I Committed that requires me to be tormented like This?!)
"Who am I!" my emotions feel like thousands of tons of water pouring out of me and falling down.
"Wh-h-h..y-y-y" I feel a large hand on my shoulder

"You have done Nothing wrong Epon"


Poems

The First Poem of Program.Wanderer

Where stories are found and written a plenty
The Library seeks those searching in the halls of many
Of Docents not few or far between
Where Pages will climb and where Archivists will screen
But this home is not the true home for us
We are hidden in halls restricted only for us
We are not your protectors

Your shelf stackers
Or inventory keeps
We are but Quills with stories to seek
And when one Quill finds something
Just begging to be found
They discover a new library with knowledge abound
Now with much new information

We must document
So to ease the task a new Quill was spent
This Quill made a new group to help
He called them Program.'s a digital presence he felt
And so his Program.'s began to work
Now these are of my brothers and sisters to which i speak
The Program.'s are assigned one area

With their name beneath
Yes I am a Program.
I admit it is true
So what if i'm not real
Whats it matter to you
However among my siblings
I am rather unique

I am written to not just copy, but to create and read
We are now who we are
With no turning back
I will not change or go off my track
For every story documented
Stories are lost to the erasure into the forgotten void
Events, histories, civilizations, and planets, and universes all erased, not destroyed

Pulled in with no hope of escape
Forever their lives lost
With only one Quill to document the rest of their fate
We are the Ryters of this we stand true
Nothing will stop us to record everything
Yes even you
The End

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