I Prayed, I decided today that i would simply pray long and hard tonight, I would ask the Lord for an answer to my question about the letter and i decided that i would not stop praying until God Almighty answered me. I once overheard one of the guards talking to her friend and she said,
"You now it's a good thing that 166 doesn't know about 343."
"You mean no one told the girl that we actually have God in containment"
"Yeah can you imagine what would happen if they met"
"Actually i would like to know why they haven't met yet. The girl was probably training to be a nun at that convent, she is a better Christian than anyone I've met"
"Actually Jane I'm Pretty sure she is a Catholic"
"Aren't they the same thing"
I stopped listening to them after that. I did nothing but pray for the rest of that day the next day i asked to meet with a priest but they told me no
But today I don't care. Yesterday was my Sixteenth Birthday and a letter appeared in my room. and it was from someone who claimed to be my Father.
All I want is an answer
"In You, O LORD, I take refuge; let me never be put to shame; save me by Your righteousness."
(I keep speaking the Psalms out loud but that's not what I'm saying in my head)
"Hear my prayer, O LORD, and give ear to my cry for help; do not be deaf to my weeping. For I am a foreigner dwelling with You, a sojourner like all my fathers."
(Please Lord tell me)
"In Your justice, rescue and deliver me; incline Your ear and save me."
(I have been a devout follower of the Catholic faith)
"For I have said, "Loving devotion is built up forever; in the heavens You establish Your faithfulness.""
(I have tried to follow every rule you set forth to the best of my abilities)
"May my plea come before You; rescue me according to Your promise." I remember that day
(I wish for you to answer my question, though I know I am but one of your many children and i am aware of the effect i have upon my Brothers)
"I say to the LORD, "You are my God." Hear, O LORD, my cry for help." in my closed eyes tears starting to form
(I have asked myself many times if it is the reason you would not answer my prayers, if what i must do to live goes against everything you taught us to do as your children. But Please I beg of you for an answer)
"I call upon You, O LORD; come quickly to me. Hear my voice when I call to You."
(I plead with you Lord I just want to know)
"Hear my prayer, O LORD, give ear to my supplications: in thy faithfulness answer me, and in thy righteousness."
(Is it true)
"And enter not into judgment with thy servant: for in thy sight shall no man living be justified." I remember watching in horror as a man killed Sister Mia just to get to me
(Am I Truly the child of another deity, is that why by simply being in my presence. That Men feel the compulsion to begin to break your sixth commandment, and to commit such a sin)
" In thee, O LORD, do I put my trust; let me never be ashamed: deliver me in thy righteousness." I remember the feeling of a sharp blade making a quick slice across my wrist
(I have always felt ashamed of this affect on me i have often wondered why you had made me this way. For I take no Pleasure in what I cause to happen to any of my Brothers around me)
"Deliver me in thy righteousness, and cause me to escape: incline thine ear unto me, and save me." I still have that scar I couldn't go through with it after the first cut
(So I only ask you Father is it the truth am I not one of your children am I the child of some false Goddess who attempted to to take away your children and force them to put them as a God before you, and to break your First Commandment)
"And now, O LORD God, the word that thou hast spoken concerning thy servant, and concerning his house, establish it for ever, and do as thou hast said." I can feel the tears uncontrollably flowing down my face through my quiet sobs
(Please tell me Lord why am I Like this? What transgression have I Committed that requires me to be tormented like This?!)
"Who am I!" my emotions feel like thousands of tons of water pouring out of me and falling down.
"Wh-h-h..y-y-y" I feel a large hand on my shoulder
"You have done Nothing wrong Epon"
A long long time ago there was an infinity of Chaos and Entropy this was far before the dawn of our corner of the Omniverse could form long before our Little Multiverse had a chance to be created and it was even longer until it was it took the omniverse approximately 13.8 billion years until it could form our little multiverse and ours was not created until later however in another multiverse.
one that was/is both older and younger than this one was a multiverse that kept rebooting itself with time, many universes came to pass into and out of existence through this one and it was one that had a satiation of parasitic nature
this multiverse was created through the birth and age of a young child.
as this child grew so to did this multiverse and this multiverse reached out and placed parasites into each universe it saw and copied it with an agent from it being placed into it early on in its timeline changing how the universe would progress
as the child got older and could understand more complicated things so to did their multiverse, which changed rebooted evolved become more complex beginning to create multiverses that branched off of the universes that it copied, where previous iterations started to interact with previous ones
it was when this child turned thirteen that their multiverse went through its hardest reboot ever, one that was triggered by the events of one of its copied universes, one where it converged onto itself and every iteration was moved to the same space this was called the 13th awakening where 13 emissaries were born of 13 core elements of this multiverse each whose duty was to take on several entities to host the form of 13 gods and when these gods finally formed after a year and a half long battle this happened and these gods recreated the multiverse into a new image each with their own domains this new structure was renamed to the Core Worlds
many of the gods names have been either lost or Forgotten but of those whom are still remembered are
1) Hope Guardian of the Element of The Dead and the first of these gods to form
3) Creation Soul Guardian of the Element of The Twilight the third of these Gods to form
4) Realitree Guardian of the Element of The Realms the fourth of these gods to form
7) Hybrid Guardian of the Element of Variation the Seventh of these gods to form
8) Portal Magistey & Portal Magister Guardian of the Element of Creation the eighth of these gods to form
9) Buddy & Soul the Twin Guardians of the Element of Chaotic Order the ninth of these gods to form
10) The Author & The Illustrator Twin Guardians Of the Element of The Pen the tenth of these gods to form
11) Magi the Guardian of the Element of Magic the eleventh of these gods to form
12) Lavender Spectre Guardian of the Element of Taming the twelfth of these gods to form
13) Cracked Soul the Guardian of the Element of The Forgotten the Last and most unfortunately tragic of these gods to form
and then for merely half of an earth year which was 182 years in the time of the core world everything had rebooted again many of these gods had been Dethroned for an unknown reason and the beings that had been sacrificed to form them had been released and their names had been cast into the realm of the Forgotten Void the realm of Cracked Soul some remained such as Hope, Creation Soul & Unfortunately for him Cracked Soul in their original state. others changed into different forms Realitree, Hybrid & Portal Magistey & Portal Magister, and while others simply were released from their posts or rather removed their Guardianship from their essence such as Buddy & Soul & Magi. but only one of these gods decided to seek out a replacement and they were The Guardian of the Element of The Pen and so they were replaced by their How about we call it Core Assistant none of The Guardians had a proper name to describe us after all Core Assistant. And the name of that Core Assistant became the new Guardian of the Element of The Pen they became known as First Ryter Yeah i Decided that i would forgo the big Grandiose title as well, i honestly didn't see the point as i already had a title among the other Ryters that i had helped to Create to make my job easier it was a gift that my masters had given me to create for when they had me create a Ryter for Cracked so that Cracked wouldn't be completely alone in their work and many already thought that i was the original Guardian of the Element of The Pen because of my always being present around the Guardians far more often than i was around my masters and the other Guardians refer to me as The Ryter and so that is how it had been until The Day of the Reconstructioning
The Day of the Reconstructioning occurred when that same young child got older a little bit after they had turned 17 for some unknown reason the child had changed and was filled with despair and distraught and the New Core World Reflected and followed in their moods for a short time a period of thirty years beings were filled Depression, Malice, Rage, Self Destruction, Sorrow, and Timelessness.
this period ended abruptly for unknown reasons and everything was erased and reset to the same point it had started thirty years prior without anyone remembering.
and for another few centuries this multiverse prospered until the child reached the age of Adulthood and then for a brief couple of centuries the multiverse began experiencing disappearances from every facet of the new core world beings even disappearing from The Forgotten Void it was resolved eventually and the multiverse once again reset everywhere leading us to 30 years ago when everything started to take shape to be updated in a way that resembled before the 13th core world existed and where i was created which was quite recently in fact
I am Program Wanderer of SCP:000-R i was created by SCP:000-R to explore the wanderers Library after SCP:000-R was Granted then immediately denied the Title of an SCP so they recluded themself and created his programs to help him fulfill their task of charting all the information that this little multiverse has to offer. so while others will busy themselves with learning everything about the Jailors i will simply be here to Wander and and add my findings To the library of SCP:000-R and i will add the stories of my heritage so that others may know that we exist or should i say rather that we have Existed
You have done Nothing wrong Epon
God
"Epon"
(Thoughts)
I turn slowly to see a man.
I scream for the guards to get him out.
No one comes.
I wait.
He finally speaks
take your time Epon, when you are ready to talk just say so he said
(I sit there covering my face with my hands for what feels like an hour before I look up.)
(I'm not in my room at the foundation this is a completely different place.
Instead I'm in what looks like a room decorated with old styled furniture and in the center of one of the walls is a roaring fireplace) (it's been so long since I've seen a fireplace)
(Two chairs are seated by the fireplace one that seems to match the theme of the room quite nicely, the other a swivel chair which this man sits in facing away from me.)
are you ready to speak to me Epon? he says
I jump
oops, sorry. also there is a set of clothing that wont give you any bedsores on the other chair so if your not comfortable with me while naked then please try them on he continues
(is he for real, I mean he hasn't tried to rape me so I guess I can trust him for now.)
(and this outfit it reminds me of the clothes I used to wear at the Convent.)
(I guess there is no way around it now i don't see any doors or windows
so i finally ask him)
"who are you and what are you going to do with me"
he turns around and,… Sighs?
Ah you put the clothes on, that's a relief. I doubt that I'm going to ever get used to talk to people while they are naked. Granted it was easier with Adam and Eve but that was before clothing was a thing
"Who are you?" I ask him
Please, Epon, take a seat
"why?"
because it is probably more comfortable than standing
"if i sit down will you answer my questions"
I was only asking out of courtesy. after all you've been asking for me all day
"Who are y-you!"
I believe that in your heart you already know the answer to that question
"Prove it." (there is no way that God himself is sitting in front of me, it's just not possible)
Ok what can I do to Prove to you who I am?
"Wrong answer, if you really were God you wouldn't ask! So who are you?"
Lesbian
"Wha-"
when you turned 14 you started to believe that you were a lesbian. and every night for a whole two months you prayed begging me for forgiveness for feeling sexual attraction to one of your sisters
"H-h-how d-d-did y-you kno-w-w that?"
You already know the answer Epon
"Please Holy Father Forgive me for my si-" Stop Epon
(I can't believe it, I just sassed God himself)
Epon I am not here so you can beg me for forgiveness for things that you have nothing to be sorry for.
"Then why are you here Lord?"
Because you asked for me … Well that's not the only reason
"I don't understand."
I made a promise to your Father that if you were in need of my intervention i would.
"so its true then, my father really is a demon"
Oh no by no means your Father is actually one of the few people in this world who cant see or be seen by demons
"what."
I will admit though your father does seem to think of himself as Satan, and i still don't appreciate him breaking my leg but i forgive him for that
"He broke your leg! how could he do such a thing"
Because I allowed humanity free will thats how and i cant get mad at them for that; you cant tell people to do whatever they want and then punish them for disobeying your will
"but what about the story of Noah's Ark, or when you-" That wasn't me!
(the way he said, it terrifies me, i've invoked his anger)
Sorry. its just; i've just had a few bad experience with others contained within the foundation.
I may be God, I may have created the universe, but i do not interfere with my creations. but back then you humans were so bent on getting an answer from me that you seemed to interpret everything as my will
Every flood, every plague, every natural disaster, every miracle, every time of peace and prosperity it's not me its just nature and hard work.
(he ended that with a smile but why?)
but lets not talk about me anymore, i don't think i should be boring a young girl with the secrets of the universe the day after her sixteenth birthday
you had questions for me go on and ask
"oh ok."
"Who is my father"
I already told you did i not
"no i mean whats his real name"
Hmm well that's honestly a tough one, everyone at the foundation knows him as Alto Clef. but back when he ran with the GOC he was known as Agent Ukulele. Epon forgive me if i sound needlessly vague but for once i am saying everything i know about a subject. to simply say that your father was a very mysterious man would be an understatement and i truly don't know much about him or his origins. but i can tell you this if you ever get to meet him be prepared for a lot of lies. other than that there isn't much more i can tell you
"ok so who was my mother?"
that one is a bit harder for you see your mother was simply put a disillusioned woman of nature she met your father when they were both fairly young no older that 18 i think i believe she first met him when she was 16. and well they drifted apart over time but your mother never told your father she was pregnant and well she tried to help bring humanity back to eden but she failed the gates of eden are Well Guarded so she came up with an alternative. and for that your father was forced to kill her
"What!?"
(no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no he cast humanity out of eden, he thinks himself satan. why was i born the Daughter of such sinners)
Its ok Epon your not being punished for any sins here. they were not your deeds you've done nothing wrong
"why why. why do i exist? the way i do why did my life follow the path that it did"
Because.
"because what"
Simply because it did.
"will I ever be able to walk about freely in this world without fear of being raped"
Possibly
"so is that a yes or a no"
It is neither and it is both Epon.
"and when i leave what will happen, will i ever get a chance to see you again, in person i mean"
you might. believe it or not my quarters are actually on the opposite side of the same building as you
"Goodbye then…. God. it was a pleasure to meet you"
(Good well Epon i have a feeling that there are some more of you that i speak with.)
(I wonder if Able has forgiven his brother yet)
Event Data Collected by Program Holy of SCP:000-R
You try to enter a section of the Library that seems has not been entered in a countless eons it is strange that the librarians seem to either ignore this section completely as it seems that The Pages refuse to enter and haven't been in here.
Private Library of SCP:000-Ryter
you walk in further and find a sign labeled Rules it reads as follows
Rules of this area
Rule 1: This section is restricted to Wanderers, Jailors!, SCP:000-Ryter, and Programs of SCP:000-R
Rule 2: removal of Materials from this section must be Pre-approved by Program.Wanderer of SCP:000-R
Rule 3: Librarians are not permitted knowledge of this section
Rule 4: Reference of any Materials found in this section does not require approval of SCRyter
Rule 5: breaking these rules will result in the following disciplinary actions
Conversion into a Librarian or into a Program of SCP:000-R
And at the bottom written in very small text is a 6th rule
you walk further in to find a man sitting at an Archivists Desk except there is no Archivist sitting behind it but rather a young woman who looks like an Archivist who says
"Sorry my master is not in would you like me to have someone guide you to the Approved for Human Wanderers Section"
after agreeing she summons a young man of similar appearance to her but also to that of a Docent bring you to an area with a sign that says
Section A4HW
Please Don't Climb on the Shelves
and you see another young man with a similar face to the strange Docent of a man next to you but is instead a Page who seems to be quite comfortable walking about on the ground
You Peruse the shelves and find a few materials that peak your interest
Epon Meets God Sequel Tale to The Succubus Meets her God
The Succubus Meets Her God A Tale Of the Jailors world
The Story of Program.Wanderer an intro to this section
What to read first After all these shelves may be shorter than most but they are as wide as the eye can see