Regret…?
Regret.
Regret it…?
Regret it.
Regret it all…?
Of course.
Oh, how I regret it all. I regret everything. From that one point in time to now. It is all regrettable. He told me I shouldn't, but I did anyway. Now I suffer the consequences and regret my actions.
Why? Why? Why?
Well, there is nothing I can do now. All I can do is regret- I should really stop using that word. In fact, why do I keep using that word? Maybe it's because that the word he told me. Telling me to suffer and regret my actions.
I've always been the one to love monsters. Be fascinated by them. And, like the universe demands, be swallowed by them. That what happens when your friend is someone like them. Had I known that he was a monster, I would've listened.
Or would I…?
Friendship requires a level of faith in one another. Just a little bit of faith. That is all that is required. So why… why did I not listen to his warnings. He told me that I would suffer and regret my decisions if I went against him.
At least he is a man of his word…
At least I suffer alone…
At least I can connect to the world here…
This is a very strange place…
This new world that I have found myself in is a very strange one. But it's not too foreign to me. I'm used to being alone, with no one to suffer with me…
Every time I close my eyes I see his face…
The monster's face, who else?
Why are you asking these questions? You know who I am. You know where I am.
A real monster? Is it a real monster?
…
I'll leave that up to your imagination… I'll let you think this is a simple case of bullying. I'll let you think that I am the bully. I'll let you think this is a real, unexplainable monster. I'll let you think that I am the monster. I'll let you think what you want to think…
Just know this is my story…
Know that only I know the answer to your questions. Know that I won't answer them. Not clearly, anyway…
How do I know this got out?
It was more of a wish… A wish to be heard… One way, or another, this will get out. Others will find it like you. That's how I knew that others would read this. they don't have to understand or make sense of any of it…
Anyway, it was nice to be heard from the belly of the beast.
But…
The monster is at work now.
This means it's time… to…