Aliveness Felt on the Edge of Death

• Outline of this writing will be "a woman who felt empty shell felt excitement, adrenaline etc. while on the edge of death"
• Will start with outlining our main character(name will be Maria(most used name in the world)) , we want this woman to be as monotone and "normal" as possible. Giving her no distinguishing features other than her normalness.,
• Give her a boring school life, boring working life, maybe a fiancê that introduced by her family and some shenanigans?
• Should not keep the personality and life of woman more than 2 paragraphs, just enough to give readers an insight and give them a "bond".
• She will face death,(an immediate one) and will try to analyze her feelings and thoughts.
• Biggest question: Should she stay alive(in this case, she will prob. become suicidal) or let her die in that "immediate death". Prob. second because portraying a suicidal character is… not cool.

*Lets start with those.